This boy...

I want to dedicate this post to Taylor Wach.

I met this kid not that long ago; technically we met each other over the summer, but we still didn't really know who each other were, until a little more than a month ago. I can honestly say that i am so happy I ever got to become friends with him. By getting to know him better throughout the days, right before his mission, taught me so much. Its pretty safe to say that Taylor is the most sweet guy i have ever met; He showed me what I should look for in a guy. He made me realize that I should never EVER settle for less than I deserve. To me he's the definition of a real gentleman. I thank him for being the boy he is. it's so hard to find a guy that will treat a girl so right, specially nowadays. But he sure will.

On 12-16 was his farewell. He's leaving on his mission to Recifi, Brasil. He leaves on Jan 2nd. I'm definitely going to miss having him around, but i can't deny the fact that i am so proud to see him leave, to serve a mission for the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I know that he's going to be an amazing missionary. 

Thank you Taylor for everything. I hope you have the best two years of your life. Do work out there! 

                     

                    see you in two and a half years:)

thought of the day

people come and go throughout our lives. sometimes for the best and other times we can't seem to figure out why they were ever there, or why they ever left.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. 
I've come to realize that everyone in my life is there for a purpose, some have made a huge impact and shaped me to be the girl i am today, helped me realize what i want in my life and what i don't ,made me go thorough some really happy times and some miserable ones, while others have just made a quick stop by. but i believe that there is a reason why I've met all the people i have. It's kinda weird and some what creppy to think about it that way. i hope to some day put all the puzzle pieces together, and figure out the reason behind everyting...
but right now i guess it's not really worth thinking too hard about.
i probably just need some sleep...
goodnight ya'll.

whiskey

Warm my body to the core just like a blanket.

His face was so sweet then he took my breath away.

Hit me so hard like rock through a window.

I knew i was in trouble from the moment i met you, boy.

Shoulda just called it how i saw it.

Shoulda just called for help and ran like hell that day.

The burning, the stinging, the high and the heat and the 

"Left-me-wanting-more" feeling when he kissed me.

I shoulda just called him "whiskey"

Whiskey by Jana Kramer.

'tis the season

I can't believe the fact that its Christmas eve already. I can remember exactly this time around last year, and it  just makes me think about how time flies and that is not okay!

                           Christmas 2011

2012

I can't express enough how much I love this time of the year. It's the happiest time. Everything just seems to fall into place. I LOVE how everyone is happy,loving, kind, generous, and everything else that is good. The city is all lit up, and even though i am not a big fan of Christmas music, i will still listen to some by J biebes ;) Have some bonding time with the fam, eat a lot of yummy, yummy food, play games, open presents from Santa OBVI, take cute pictures, watch Christmas movies, etc, etc. I honestly wish that this Christmas spirit never left, and was around ALLLL year long. wouldn't that be great?!! but at least we can experience this wonderful holiday once a year and i am sooo thankful for that! 

Life is great you guys!!

welllll i'm off to eat some yummmmmy food, and enjoy me some family time. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! :)

my favorite Christmas song, from Justin Bieber :))

Cruise

I've been in love with this song lately, its soo good! if you're a country fan, you'll LOVE it too!!

quotes on quotes on quotes

Today was an emotional roller coaster for me. I was feeling pretty happy, then it all just kinda went downhill. This is sorta "new" to me, because it doesn't happen often.

To be honest i don't even know what to think or how i should feel right now. So i'll just let quotes do the explaining... I really love quotes, they're the best!

Here are some quotes that sorta describes how i'm feeling/what my thoughts are like...

 

so true.

                         

Earlier i twitted "I can't let someone be the reason why i'm in a happy mood or not" I've decided that, that is how i'm going to think from now on. I should of probably done that a long time ago, but hey, it's better late than never. Right?!

First kisses

The first kiss between you and that one special person for you right now, is always the best one.

Have you ever imagined and expected something to happen a certain way, and have it happen just the way you wanted? I know i have. Last night all the expectations i had for my first kiss with this one boy were reached. 

Whenever you like someone, and the feeling is mutual, you can't wait for the "first kiss." you start to get a little nervous because you see it coming, but not too much, just enough to get butterflies. You're both staring into each others eyes, as you're getting closer and closer to each others lips you're thinking "just kiss me already" and then BAM it happens... I'm not saying that's how every first kiss happens, not even. But that's sorta how mine did.

I have been waiting for this  moment to happen for a little while now. I have pictured in my head, many, many times what it could be like and what it would feel like. At first i was a little bugged that it still hadn't happen, but i am soo glad it took the time it did, because to me, it honestly couldn't had been any more perfect. I can not explain how happy i am and was right after it happened. You could say i was the happiest girl. haha. i was smiling like there was no tomorrow. It was everything i imagined to be. Sorry if i sound super cheesy, but i just can't help it..:)

Mondays aren't so bad....

Today was seriously such a good day. Nothing extremely special or anything like that happened, but you know when everything just goes right and you're in a good mood alllll day? yeah that's what happened to me. 

I slept in till about 10ish, had some yummy cafe rio with nick for lunch, headed over to his house drank some hot chocolate and watched Bourne Legacy (such a good movie) we didn't get to finish cuz he had to go to work, so i went shopping with flo. We got to catch up. I hadn't seen her in a while. When nick got done with work we went back to his house and finished the movie. then we get a call from mike asking if we wanted to go see The Hobbit so we did. 

Waiting for Mikey poo 

I'm not a really big fan of 'Lord of the Rings' movies, but the Hobbit was actually pretty good. I may or may not have fallen asleep once or twice. You can't blame me though, that movie is ridiculously long. Anyway by the time the movie was over it was already 1:20 so we all just went home.

ohh by the way, it snowed you guys. Who would of thought right? ;)

the freaking weekend

This weekend was  a really interesting one. Now that i think about it, i was hardly ever home. 

Here's how my weekend went down.

Thursday- I went to lunch with nick, then we went to the temple with Jae and Dan which was great! not so much of an adventure but still a good way to start my day... later on the night me Laura and Claire went down to the Sand dunes to watch a meteor shower. we stayed over the night. It was one freezing night, like really really cold. 

I have never snuggled a girl so hard like i did with Laura. hahaha a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do ;) and i needed to keep myself warm, that's for sure. 

Friday- Laura invited me to go up to one of her friends cabin in Park City, so i went! The cabin wasn't necessarily what we expected. Let me just put it this way, it was another cold cold night.. hahah. On the plus side i got to play Mario on the Nintendo 94.

 it was awesome, i hadn't played ever since i was in like fourth grade; good times. anyway we had to be out by 8 o'clock A freakin M. That's too early, i am NOT whatsoever a morning person. We woke up to tons of snow, driving back down was a sketch! 

Saturday- I got home hung out with my friend Danielle for a little bit, then got ready to go on a date with Dallas Warner to Temple Square. It was really fun, but really cold!! hahah[[What's new!]] we took the front-runner to get to SLC, which was actually pretty cool 

Dallas and I

Salt Lake City temple.

When we go to temple square we took more pictures, got hot chocolate, walked around for a bit then went back. It was soo cold, no one wanted to stay there any longer. I was completely dead by the time we got back. I wonder why, oh wait, three days without getting good sleep, that's why!! 

Sunday- I went to two farewells, Taylor's and Dallas'. it makes makes me so sad to see all my friends leave, but at the same time so happy and proud to see them making the decision to serve a mission. After the farewells i went over to Clark's and just hung out with some other people. 

ohh p.s. you know how i received some bad news a couple of days ago? well because of that i had this thought in my head that was making me go crazy because i didn't really know what to actually think about the whole situation, so i finally decided to take care of it, and it's all better now. thank goodness.

Bad news, i hate'em.

There's nothing worst than getting bad news from a friend. When i hear the words "I have bad news for you" my heart automatically starts racing. I think of anything possible.

The worse is when you sorta have an idea of what it could be, you're really hoping that it isn't it, but then turns out its exactly what you didn't want to hear. This happened to me this morning. As i heard the bad news, i automatically started to tear up. I didn't really see it coming but at the same time i sorta had an idea, just because this certain person was involved. It hurt me more than i expected. My first thoughts were "so much for not wanting to hurt me." 

I wish there wasn't such a thing as "bad news." but i guess sometimes those are what makes us stronger, because they are trials that we have to go trough in life, and that's how we learn. at least that's how it is for me. I try looking at most things from a positive view, no matter how bad they may seem. I'm not saying is something easy to do, but its definitely worth it. "Everything happens for a reason", so there must be a reason there, even if i don't know exactly what the reason is right now, i will eventually, and that sorta comforts me in a way.

Expectations

“If you expect nothing from anybody, you’re never disappointed.” 
― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar 

I love this quote. It is so true. Expectation often leads people to disappointments. I feel like i never really expect much out of people, but when i do i always seem to get my hopes shut down, and it sucks! But it's safe to say that lately, that hasn't happened to me, and it's the greatest feeling.

story time..

Lately I've been liking this one boy. We like each other. I haven't felt this way about someone ever since my last high school relationship, which happened my senior year. I love this feeling it's great, it really is. yeah not liking anyone is awesome because then you don't have to worry about getting hurt, you can hook-up with whoever you want whenever you want, most of the times you don't have anything to over think about because you're just carefree, and you don't have high expectation or false hopes. but the feeling of liking someone and them liking you back, to me is even better! Having that one person to talk to and hang out with constantly, getting butterflies every time you think about them (it had been so long i din't even know they existed anymore) getting morning text (<-- i'm a sucker for those) and etc. I LOVE IT. i know this sounds super cheesy, typical thing for a girl to say, but tell me it's not true. yeah you can't!

Anywayyyyyy 

This guys is great. He really is. He is honestly with no doubt, hands down the SWEETEST most gentleman guy i have ever liked. When we first got to know each other,i didn't even know what to expect.I never really thought that i would even fall for him like i did, especially because at the time he was suppose to leave on his mission in less than a month, so i thought there's no point in liking this kid. well that obviously wasn't a big enough reason to stop me. He pretty much, so far, reached any kind of "high expectations" i could have possibly had for him. I'm not saying that he's the '"perfect guy", i don't even know him that well enough, but I am so glad that i ever got to meet him, and become his friend.

 I guess what i have been trying to say is, don't expect too much, but also don't expect too little. life is so much better
that way.

I'm blogging, say what?

Hi everyone... So I finally decided to make a blog, which is a pretty big deal because I always thought these were pretty stupid and pointless, but Laura convinced me. So here i am, blogging..  I really hope i get the hang of this. I always thought that for you to be a blogger you'd have to be one of those really "thoughtful" people, and yeah we all know i am definitely NOT one of those. hahah but hey, it's worth a try. so don't make fun of my post,i'm a newbie :)