This boy...

I want to dedicate this post to Taylor Wach.

I met this kid not that long ago; technically we met each other over the summer, but we still didn't really know who each other were, until a little more than a month ago. I can honestly say that i am so happy I ever got to become friends with him. By getting to know him better throughout the days, right before his mission, taught me so much. Its pretty safe to say that Taylor is the most sweet guy i have ever met; He showed me what I should look for in a guy. He made me realize that I should never EVER settle for less than I deserve. To me he's the definition of a real gentleman. I thank him for being the boy he is. it's so hard to find a guy that will treat a girl so right, specially nowadays. But he sure will.

On 12-16 was his farewell. He's leaving on his mission to Recifi, Brasil. He leaves on Jan 2nd. I'm definitely going to miss having him around, but i can't deny the fact that i am so proud to see him leave, to serve a mission for the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I know that he's going to be an amazing missionary. 

Thank you Taylor for everything. I hope you have the best two years of your life. Do work out there! 

                     

                    see you in two and a half years:)

thought of the day

people come and go throughout our lives. sometimes for the best and other times we can't seem to figure out why they were ever there, or why they ever left.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. 
I've come to realize that everyone in my life is there for a purpose, some have made a huge impact and shaped me to be the girl i am today, helped me realize what i want in my life and what i don't ,made me go thorough some really happy times and some miserable ones, while others have just made a quick stop by. but i believe that there is a reason why I've met all the people i have. It's kinda weird and some what creppy to think about it that way. i hope to some day put all the puzzle pieces together, and figure out the reason behind everyting...
but right now i guess it's not really worth thinking too hard about.
i probably just need some sleep...
goodnight ya'll.

whiskey

Warm my body to the core just like a blanket.

His face was so sweet then he took my breath away.

Hit me so hard like rock through a window.

I knew i was in trouble from the moment i met you, boy.

Shoulda just called it how i saw it.

Shoulda just called for help and ran like hell that day.

The burning, the stinging, the high and the heat and the 

"Left-me-wanting-more" feeling when he kissed me.

I shoulda just called him "whiskey"

Whiskey by Jana Kramer.

'tis the season

I can't believe the fact that its Christmas eve already. I can remember exactly this time around last year, and it  just makes me think about how time flies and that is not okay!

                           Christmas 2011

2012

I can't express enough how much I love this time of the year. It's the happiest time. Everything just seems to fall into place. I LOVE how everyone is happy,loving, kind, generous, and everything else that is good. The city is all lit up, and even though i am not a big fan of Christmas music, i will still listen to some by J biebes ;) Have some bonding time with the fam, eat a lot of yummy, yummy food, play games, open presents from Santa OBVI, take cute pictures, watch Christmas movies, etc, etc. I honestly wish that this Christmas spirit never left, and was around ALLLL year long. wouldn't that be great?!! but at least we can experience this wonderful holiday once a year and i am sooo thankful for that! 

Life is great you guys!!

welllll i'm off to eat some yummmmmy food, and enjoy me some family time. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! :)

my favorite Christmas song, from Justin Bieber :))

Cruise

I've been in love with this song lately, its soo good! if you're a country fan, you'll LOVE it too!!

quotes on quotes on quotes

Today was an emotional roller coaster for me. I was feeling pretty happy, then it all just kinda went downhill. This is sorta "new" to me, because it doesn't happen often.

To be honest i don't even know what to think or how i should feel right now. So i'll just let quotes do the explaining... I really love quotes, they're the best!

Here are some quotes that sorta describes how i'm feeling/what my thoughts are like...

 

so true.

                         

Earlier i twitted "I can't let someone be the reason why i'm in a happy mood or not" I've decided that, that is how i'm going to think from now on. I should of probably done that a long time ago, but hey, it's better late than never. Right?!

First kisses

The first kiss between you and that one special person for you right now, is always the best one.

Have you ever imagined and expected something to happen a certain way, and have it happen just the way you wanted? I know i have. Last night all the expectations i had for my first kiss with this one boy were reached. 

Whenever you like someone, and the feeling is mutual, you can't wait for the "first kiss." you start to get a little nervous because you see it coming, but not too much, just enough to get butterflies. You're both staring into each others eyes, as you're getting closer and closer to each others lips you're thinking "just kiss me already" and then BAM it happens... I'm not saying that's how every first kiss happens, not even. But that's sorta how mine did.

I have been waiting for this  moment to happen for a little while now. I have pictured in my head, many, many times what it could be like and what it would feel like. At first i was a little bugged that it still hadn't happen, but i am soo glad it took the time it did, because to me, it honestly couldn't had been any more perfect. I can not explain how happy i am and was right after it happened. You could say i was the happiest girl. haha. i was smiling like there was no tomorrow. It was everything i imagined to be. Sorry if i sound super cheesy, but i just can't help it..:)